By Football Italian staff It’s a strange way of putting it.
There’s the game time, of course, but also a lot of frustration when he can’t make a dent in the team’s plans.
“There are days where I just can’t do anything,” the 21-year-old said.
“When you play so much you lose focus, but the more you play the more I lose my focus.”
It was the same with the team, he admitted.
“It’s not like I’ve been on a mission, because the team is already going through a tough time.
But it’s still the team I like, and that’s how I like it.”
That’s not to say the Dutchman is happy with his current situation.
“At the moment I’m not playing enough, but that’s a bit of a surprise,” he said.
Read more: Daley Blind has revealed he’s ‘sick’ with the lack of first team football – Football Italian article “I like my minutes, I enjoy playing.
But I’m always thinking, ‘I’m not going to be able to do this or that.'”
It’s easy to get frustrated.
“You want to be good, but you don’t know how to play.
You need to learn to play better.
I’m looking forward to being back on the pitch again.”